Why?

I am the age right now that my sister was when she was in a car accident that took her life. Like her I am married with two small children. I think about her lots, but see the potential to leave something behind for my daughters in case... well just in case. Like my sister, Denise, I am healthy and 29 years old. She didn't know she wasn't going to be there the next day. No one knew. This is where I break away from the path. I still want to be like her, just prepare for what might not happen. My coworker says I am a prepper. That's fine, better to be safe than sorry. My girls, Emma (3) and Ellie (11 months), are my world. I love being a mom. I think it changes you in so many ways. I have those moments of wanting to return to pre parenthood days. Who doesn't, but I am still committed to waking up everyday and showing them how much I love them. This is for them. Even if I am 100 years old when I go they will always have this place to come and see mommy loves you.